| Date: | 2003-09-04 23:51 |
| Subject: | ...and im back... |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  bored | | Music: | john mayer--comfortable |
So another year here at McLA makes an uneventful start. Moved in on Sunday and was surprised to see it off practically problem free. Hung out for the first couple of days until classes started.
My Tuesdays and Thursdays are seriosuly going to be hell days I dont stop moving, but I think it will be good, we all know I like being busy. So today being the first day of classes i off course make an ass of myself in at least two of them, but then again it wouldnt be me if I didn't. I already have an oral presentation to do on Tuesday, i volunteered to just get ti over with, and I figure I have moreof a drive now then I probably will the whole summer.
Well that is basically all that has been going on in my interesitng life, but i thought you all would appreciate knowing
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Well another uneventful summer is going to end in jsut a couple of days. I havent written jsut for the fact that nothing much interesting has been going on in my life.
I work in Admissions everyday giving tours to sketchy people, stuff envelopes and get stalked by townies, you know the usual. By the time I get home and take an hour or so to contiplate weather not I should start packing it is time for my one vice...reality tv. I have also decided that I am a granny. I so wake up early and go to bed early. this new lifestyle is not going to be so condusive to the college life.
And these next few days are going ot be much fun as I scramble to try to get everything together for Sunday (actually for Sat night because I am working in the towers and wont ahve much extra time)
I am looking forward to the new year though as I always do. New people, old friends classes it all excites me i nt eh beginning until I ahve to actually start to do work, then it isnt fun anymore, but oh well only two more years right, not that bad :P
I really dont have anything much else to say...so I will leave this entry like this...maybe my life will get more thrilling in a couple of days!
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| Date: | 2003-07-10 16:36 |
| Subject: | Im not dead... |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  calm | | Music: | air conditioner...brrrrr |
HI everyone!
WEll my title jsut says it all huh? I am not dead. I know I havent updated this in forever(thanks for checkin on me Jenni), but I really havent been doing much. But i will try to recap my boring life for you.
I came home and sat around for about a week before i headed off to have another fun filled summer at the admissions house(trust me it wasnt thrilling)
So work in the beginnig was retty awfully boring...i was the only student worker and it took me a while to get used to being alone...i was praying for tours to come in, even if they were sketchy. But i got used to it, and ended up enjoying my own little alone time.
I saw finding nemo with my sisters.....such a cute movie, and i am taking them to the American Idol concert in august...im such a dork!
i also went out to lunch with my beautifully engaged friend Jill...and let me jsut say that diamond is holding down her hand. :)
Then Melissa came to work at admissions which was a real nice change fromt he solitary confinement, we have been doing a lot more talking than working ;)
Did i mention that i am missing all of my friends emmensely and am counting down the days until we are all back(which isnt that bad)...because we all know the school isnt the same without people being here.
And lastly the reason i am sitting here at a school computer and not my own...i am taking a class. yes i know can i be more studious, but you know i was really bored this summer and figured i would get rid of the science req. so in t-45 minutes i will be in astronomy...yes i know stop your laughing i realize i am a geek :P
anyway that is where i must go now, but i promise i will update more often....i miss everyone so much i cant even explain, we all know how i feel during the summer :P, anyway hope all is having fun and talk soon!
MUAH....and to some MUASH ;)
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| Date: | 2003-05-02 23:45 |
| Subject: | *Surprise**Surprise* |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  surprised | | Music: | Happy Belated B-Day to Me |
Let me just start off by saying I have the best friends ever!
Anyway today was the inauguarion of Mary Grant, and the chamber choir had to sing for it. So that means instead of like the rest of the normal college crowd and sleep in I had to get up jsut as early as always to get ready. Well it wouldnt ahve been so bad if I didnt by accident set my alarm for PM instead of AM.. I know I am an dork, but anyway i then had to rush to get ready before Nikki got here for me to do her hair. Oh well we got there on time and got all spiffied up. I must say the inauguarion was actually a lot cooler than I imagined it to be. It was really moving at some parts, especially when she started to talk about her husband*tear**tear*.
So after the inauguration I had to go work ikn the admissions office for my norm. friday hours. It was hard going, but I went , hey everyone needs money. So I go and have a nice conversation with Melissa and then Kate tells me I can leave. I decided not to leave right away beacuse I promised Maura I would wait for her. So once Maura got back from her tour she begged me to stay at work...I felt bad since I had abandonded her in the past...and decided to stay. Then all of a sudden Kate kept on giving me all of this work, and at this point I am thinking OMG they are pissed at mefor some reason and giving me all of this busy work to get back at me. (I know I can be a little worried sometimes) Anyways the busy work takes me till 430 when Maura and I leave to go home, I say my goodbyes and begin to walk into my townhouse when all off a sudden I open the door and there is all of my friends yelling...
SURPRISE! Jill and Michelle planned a SURPRISE B DAY PARTY for me...in MAY! I was seriously lost for words..I started shaking and I actually closed the door on them. So to say the least I was shocked, but it was soo nice to have a party. I so felt like i didnt deserve it but everyone said I did...IT is still so surreal to me, I dont think it really happpened. I mean nothing and I mean nothing like this has ever happened to me, and for it to actually happen was jsut well sooo cooool :)
So they all sang Happy B day, Jill made me cry with her card, and we all ate pizza and cake and I have to say it was the best Birthday party I have ever had, and thanks for all of you guys that came! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
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| Date: | 2003-04-20 23:39 |
| Subject: | at home... |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  hot |
at home...
at home and sick...
at home, sick, and hot...
at home, sick, hot, and bored...
at home, sick, hot, bored, and watching 10 commandments with my mom...
at home, sick, hot, bored, watching 10 commandments with my mom, and cursing mass,...
at home, sick, hot, bored, watching 10 commandments with my mom, cursing mass, and finishing my families paper...
Didnt my Easter sound like fun :)
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I havent updated this in forever! I just never seem to have muvh time on my hands anymore to do this kind of stuff.
Well England was great even though it feels like it was months ago. I had a lot of fun and I really cant wait until I will be able to go back! Of course we come back to snow when we had nice 75 degree weather there...typical, eh. ;)
Classes are going alright. A lot of long term projects are beginning to come together so I guess that is good. I cant beleive that I am going ot be a junior soon enough, im not liking growing up, I cant even admit to myself that I am 20 sometimes...it can be quite scary . Signing up for classes has been a big pain in the arse...I jsut would like them to offer some of the classes I need...I hate busy classes.
We are still trying to figure out who we are going ot live with next year. You know just when I think that I am finding my place here and havea lot of friends something like this happens that just humbles me. Jill and i realized we do have a lot of friends, jsut our friends have cooler friends they want to live with. I am so just laughing it off, but it does hurt a little :/
The weather for the past couple of days though has been amazing! I cant help being in a good mood when the sun is shining and it is warm and springy outside. I think tomorrow I might wear a sundress :)
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| Date: | 2003-03-16 09:47 |
| Subject: | T - 2 days... |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | bored | | Music: | ordinary day |
T - 2 days until I leave for England! Well it is around that, I haven't started the official countdown yet. So it totally doesnt feel realistic yet, I mean classes are over and I am home and mostly packed, but it doesnt seem like I am going to be leaving in jsut a couple of days for two weeks! Maybe it will hit when I am on the plane.
As much as I am excited to go to England. I am a little sad that I dont get to spend my birthday with all of my friends. Why does it always have to fall during Spring break :( I mean I will have Michelle, but you know it isnt the same...i almost would rather just have a regular day of classes and TH life with my friends, but what am I complaining about...I am going to England I need to shut up :)
Anyway nothing else interesting is happening in my life. I came home to my ghetto 12 year old sister ;) and now I am listening to her teeny-bobber music. Ahh the joys of being 12!
Oh god in england i have to sing this horibble "sea Nymph" song at this workshop we are doing. I am going to embarass myself so much. Ah whats new though.. im jsut a big dork, anyway.
So I will see you all when I get back in 2 weeks! Hope you all have a great spring break!
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20 days until I am 20:)
And 16 until I am in England!
And one until Monday:(
Oh well at least two out of the three are good.
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| Date: | 2003-02-25 10:16 |
| Subject: | when I'm bored... |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  hungry | | Music: | Picture ~ Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow |
When Im bored this is what happpens. I figured out that i can write backwards very well and quickly. Does that mean my brain is backwards???
Today is sunny so that makes me happy and I only have work today! YAY!
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| Date: | 2003-02-23 20:30 |
| Subject: | Cloudy Days... |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  sad | | Music: | Wide Open Spaces ~ Dixie Chicks |
I really don't like these gray days that we have. They make me so depressed and sad. I really wish that I could spend more time with some old friends..I miss them a lot...I always get so sad when I think about that, and then on top of that it is a gloomy day...im telling ya I am surprised I havent felt worse.
I just wish I could be dependant upon someone for a little while, that is all i really want...i tired of being so independent.
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5 things you are wearing
1. my new mcla admissons vest
2. blue jeans
3. white shirt
4. cool striped socks
5. purple and black striped bra
5 things you can see
1. computer
2. Picture of my sisters and I with Cinderella
3. My eyedrops
4. dixie chicks cd
5. my bamboo
5 things you are doing right now
1. This survey
2. singing
3. watching the river wild
4. missing brian
5. thinking about my life
5 things you ate in the last 24 hours
1. chinese food
2. bananna
3. junior mints and cadbury mini-eggs
4. altoid...mmmmm spearamint
5. yougurt
5 things you've done so far today
1. watched tv
2. did some homework
3. laundry
4. laughed
5. cleaned
5 Things you can hear right now
1. the tv
2. my computer fan
3. the wind
4. jsut finished hearing people next door having sex...its wasnt fun :(
5. silence...thank god
5 thoughts in your head right now
1. unworthyness
2. im tired
3. i wish i was prettier
4. i dont want to do anymore work
5. i wish i had a cool vest for everyday of the weeek
I am not: happy as I want to be
I love: my good friends
I hate: stupid people
I fear: of being lonely
I hope: that I succeed in life and am content
I hear: water flowing
I crave: happiness
I regret: dwelling on things
I cry: not as often as I used to
I care: about my family friends and others
I always: care
I believe: in myself
I feel alone: a lot of the time
I hide: when i need to be alone
I drive: when i need to get away
I sing: everyday
I dance: with my friends
I write: a lot of the time
I play: with my friends :)
I miss: old friendships
I search: for things that will make me happy
I learn: everything
I feel: sad
I know: that it will be ok
I say: a lot of what i want to
I succeed: more than i think i will
I dream: of dreams coming true
I wonder: how life will work out
I want: everyone to be happy and content
I give: whatever i can
I fell: haahha about a week ago in church street center at my voice lesson
I fight: not that ofter
I am: Andrea Huda
Five things that 2002 taught me:
1. I can stick up for myself
2. IT is ok for people not to like you
3. I can be a bich when needed
4. I need to relax more
5. All friends dont stay the same
Five personally significant events of 2002:
1. trying my best to stay healthy
2. all of my admissions stuff
3. GPA
4. meeting Jill
5. disney!
Five things I want to do in 2003:
1. be happy
2. do excellent in my classes
3. become more invovled in the things i do
4. meet new people,a and make stroner friendships
5. HAVE FUN!
Five things I don't want to do in 2003:
1. make excuses
2. get sick....again
3. Loose people
4. loose myself
5. be mad
Five people who I'd like to know better in 2003:
1. Lani
2. Jenny B.
3. Jenni ( i am putting you done because I NEVER see you anymore :)
4. Sarah Spollet
5. some old friends
7 Things You Love:
1. girls fo th9
2. TV..ahh reality tv, dawsons how can it get berrer
3. my fav ra in the towers
4. my journal
5. music
6. Family
7. flowers and sun
7 Things You Hate:
1. mean people
2. getting hurt emotionally, but more physically..not good with pain
3. people who are late
4. hunidity
5. a dirty house
6. Mondays
7. gross smells
7 Facts About ME:
1. I love having fun
2. I didnt do much of anything this weekend..including homework
3. Ummm can we say reality tv addict??
4. i love to sing
5. I love dogs and want three when I "grow up"
6. I have great friends
7. Organize...Organize...Organize
7 Things I Can Do:
1. Have fun when there is nothing to do
2. sing
3. have vivid daydreams
4. i can be very witty
5. is make dinner and dessert
6. procrastinate
7. paint
7 Things I Can't Do:
1. type very well
2. Keep my floor clean
3. im getting better but i have a problem saying no
4. miss my reality tv
5. math
6. drive manuel..i want to learn though
7. draw
7 Famous People I Want To Meet:
1. Cinderella (heheh i know she isnt real, but it is ok)
2. Robin Williams
3. Reese Witherspoon...we have the samen b-day!
4. Norah Jones
5. Joshua JAckson
6. Katie Holmes
7. Jamie Oliver
Top 7 Things You Say The Most:
1. "sure"
2. "Jillllll"
3. "...and to your left is the Berkshire Towers where freshman through seniors..."(on a tour)
4. "smile??"
5. "thaaaaank you" (working at the bt desk)
6. "riiiiiight"
7. "oh my god"
7 Bands/Artists I Love:
1. Norah Jones
2. DMB
3. Fiona Apple
4. Dixie Chicks
5. Etta James
6. kid rock
7. jewel
7 Objects I Love:
1. my journal
2. phone
3. tv
4. my pictures
5. my blanket
6. my pound puppy
7. books
7 Things I Want To Learn:
1. ukrainian
2. cook like my grandma
3. ride a horse
4. dance again
5. yoga
6. more music theory
7. more about people
7 Food/Drinks I Have All The Time:
1. water
2. soda
3. lactose-free milk
4. turkey
5. chips
6. bagels
7. lettuce
7 Random Thoughts:
1. lsitening to music
2. The grammy's are on soon!
3. I need more clothes
4. and hoes
5. i have homework
6. i wish it wasnt gloomy
7. i have to call my mom.
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So its been a while since I last updated...in fact a very long time. Oh well whatever today is a snow day so YAY! I still had to work in the towers though, it was dead, and i was going to go to admissions to drop some things off, but duh they closed too.....im a silly girl...i will just have to go tomorrow. And jsut think we are almost to the weekend again! Now I need to go and decide if I should dig my car out now or later..hmm lots of lite fluffy snow, or in a couple of days a little bit of heavy wet stuff...decisions, decisions :)
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happy 2003, cant believe it is already here,i wish the best of luck and love to everyone.im jsut happy to be spending it at home instead of the hospital. Dont take for granted anything that you have, even your pancreaus. Hope to see you all soon...have a great new year!
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| Date: | 2002-12-19 10:16 |
| Subject: | Ahh vacation.. |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  sore |
So the semester is over and it didnt seem to do much damage to me. So i guess that is good. I go home tomorroe moring. I have the townhouse to myself right now....it is nice. Tonight Russ and Jill come back. I am so excited to see how they are her cheeks probably hurt from smiling soo much :)
So today I woke up early to go work in the towers till 12. It wasnt as bad as I thought it was going to be... I checked out a lot of people it was fun. After that i headed back home to straighten Michelle's hair and took a quick shower. Then I went over to the Admissions house...I really like going over there...they are all soo funny :) I am such a dork. Anyways after working there for a bit I came back dropped off a video saw off mcihelle and then started the horrible packing. I dont even care if I got everyhting that I needed I can jsut come back up here if it is anyhting importnat. Then Sam came over to hang and say goodbye and that brings us to now....so can you tell i am bored I jsut gave you my day story :)
So I hope that next semester is good. I am trying to think positvely. As always I have a full plate, but at least some are fun. I cant beleive that sophmore year is almost over...wow it is really weird soon enough I will be out and into the real world..scary.
anyway i cant think of anything more to type..have a merrry christmas and happy new year eats lots of great food and get some great rest! Hope santa is good to all! <{:) <---its a santa !
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| Date: | 2002-12-16 09:47 |
| Subject: | bore-dum |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  sick |
[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - Aerdna
[ x ] The story behind your livejournal user name - well auds came from dawsons creek beacause I am Audrey and 19 is my age
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - umm no.
[ x ] Where do you live - North Adams, MA and Pittsfield
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - independent, strong, wise, kind
DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] Wallet - black leather-nine west
[ x ] Hairbrush - black and silver
[ x ] Toothbrush - white blue and neon yellow
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - usually my two rings always my watch and maybe a necklace...ohh and my toe ring
[ x ] Pillow cover - one is blue, and one is blue with stars
[ x ] Blanket - one side blue and the other reds in flowery form
[ x ] Coffee cup - tacky flowers
[ x ] Sunglasses -brown movie star like ones
[ x ] Underwear - i like the pretty kind
[ x ] Shoes - lately my brown boots
[ x ] Handbag - i love purses i have soo many...the one i am using now is brown
[ x ] Favorite top - ahh confort probably one of my buttonup ones
[ x ] CD in stereo right now- the mix amanda jsut gave me
[ x ] Tattoos - none
[ x ] Piercings - just my ears
[ x ] What you are wearing now- black pants and my mcla sweatshirt...
[ x ] Hair - blondish...naturally dirty blonde, but it now has blonde highlights
[ x ] Makeup - sometimes....always lip gloss
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - teeth
[ x ] In my head - i really dont think you want to know
[ x ] Wishing - christmas to come soon and a miracle of sorts.
[ x ] After this - finals...shopping....cooking...passing out
[ x ] Talking to - no one
[ x ] Eating - nothing.
[ x ] Fetishes - i dont think i have any
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason - but if i told you then it wouldnt be a secret anymore
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - my mom, some friends from home, the tiger
[ x ] Is next to you - brick wall
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - hmm a muppet christmas, bed of roses
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - relaxation at home
[ x ] The last thing you ate - a cookie
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - bug bugs
[ x ] Do you like candles - haha yah there fine
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - umm not being poured over me, but i do like playing with it...
[ x ] Do you like incense - what scent?
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - i walk around during the day so no
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yes...im a big sap
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yup.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - depends on the situation
[ x ] Do you believe in God - Yes
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - morbid, morbid, but probably buried in a ukrianinan cemetary
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - soemtimes it can really be too long
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - a chocolate lab
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - Well last night i was up all night, and it wasnt on purpose ;(
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - nopw
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yes
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - dime
[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - NYC but when I am still young, Long Island, Orlando, anything near water or moutains
[ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods - sweets and breads
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand- looks arent everything
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - me
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - jess
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - just being happy and worryless
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| Date: | 2002-12-11 11:30 |
| Subject: | hmmmf... |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  nervous |
one down one more to go...and then probably one of the hardest things I will ever do, I just hope I get the opportunity to do it...i hope...
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you know, I can truly take a lot of crap in my life but seriously it is getting to a point where I am just going to laugh insanely. I have this optomistic attitude that everything will work out, yet the more I wait I realize it is not going to happen that way and it pissed me off. I mean seriosuly I think I am a good person who deserves a break every once in a while, esp. when it seems to come so easily to others who to be very blunt probably dont deserve as much.just for once, for a couple of days, for a day, I would like to just have a happy care-free day...
i just wish i could find someone to give me something...
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So I havent updated in a very long time, I have been soo busy. I'll start from disney...
Went for thanksgiving, it was definetly lots of fun got to see my uncle and meet some of my cousins, got to see mickey and his friends, and my favorite all of the princesses! As enjoyable as the trip was I came back exhausted and tanless :( oh well whats new.....
When I came back I had a lot of hmwk to do so I wasnt so happy. I had my voice concert, which went well, then my arts managment business which is all done and then on friday the chorus concert. i had that first nowell solo in the highest octave level ever( well it was not the highest level ever but it felt that way :) which i ended up doing not so bad on. After the performance everyone was like good job even all of these little old ladies, but then Mary Grant came up and congratulated me which i though was pretty neat. So after the concert we had a little bit of a girls night which was nice. Then on saturday we got up bright and early and went to the city, it was fun! saw rockefeller center, times square, hard rock you know all the sights. I finally as my mom says " got the radar" because I totally turned into ta NYC girl. I could soo see myself living there for a bit. BUt the day was defiently interesting here is a small snyopsis... took 4 hours to get into the city literally just drove around it so we could sit in traffic in front of licoln tunnel.....we were on 48th and 10th as my mother later told me is refererreed to as "hell's kitchen" when a cabbie decided to try to manuever around the bus when we slightly hit it giivng them a flat and a fight, luckily a cop was close by so they resolved it but we got off there and walked to times square....had failed attempts to see a show...touched a 5,000 dress in saks...saw michelle almost get hit by a cab...saw carneige hall :)...had a great dinner with my girls at the olive garden..saw lots of marines...almsot died at a gas station in paramus,nj...saw a girl barf in the street...then just as we were pulling up to the campus right in front our th's there was a party going on upstairs, and you ask why this is funny, oh thats right not only was john on the trip with up but diane manning was so it was an intereting situation...so overall it was a fun time :)
so today i woke up at noon, i guess i was quite tired. I woke up on the wrong side of the bed though i have jsut been so pissed and crabby today. i hate it. i hope tomorrow is better but i dont know...i just dont know anymore..
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rugrats is fun
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See what Rugrat you are.
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See what Rugrat you are.
See what Rugrat you are.
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| Date: | 2002-11-18 22:11 |
| Subject: | not happy? |
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not feelin so happy go here and i guarentee that this will make you smile...'member i am always there...love!
http://offiz.bei.t-online.de/behappy.swf
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